My Wife Is Purging Again!

1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:29,240 This is Jimmy and Annette and we are coming to you from the heart, the very center, the 2 00:00:29,240 --> 00:00:33,800 bullseye of the Texas Hill Country. I'm just trying to say it different every time. You 3 00:00:33,800 --> 00:00:38,000 know what? We're just going to roll. We're going to roll with it. Bullseye of the Texas 4 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:43,480 Hill Country. Bullseye. That's a new one. I know. I just made that up on the fly. I mean, 5 00:00:43,480 --> 00:00:49,400 spontaneous. You're good at that. Wow. Spontaneous. I'm on fire. Okay. So, hey, welcome to our 6 00:00:49,400 --> 00:00:54,240 podcast. This is Jimmy and Annette Pruitt and we are pastors at the Bridge Church in 7 00:00:54,240 --> 00:00:59,880 Fredericksburg, Texas and you can find us at bridgefbg.com in terms of ministry and 8 00:00:59,880 --> 00:01:04,880 whatnot. But as far as our life and our podcast, you can find all things about our podcast. 9 00:01:04,880 --> 00:01:14,120 You can make comments, you can subscribe, you can listen to all of our episodes at livingupinadownworld.com. 10 00:01:14,120 --> 00:01:18,760 I told Annette I'm going to work on my Texas. That sounded like a Boston accent. I know. 11 00:01:18,760 --> 00:01:25,760 I was thinking at least trouble. He has that cool.com. Isn't that Chicago? No, no. Well, 12 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:29,840 Chicago, Boston, you know, they're kind of all in the same thing there. I know. But you 13 00:01:29,840 --> 00:01:34,160 know what? What? You're Texan. No. Well, I am, but I'm pretending not to be today. I 14 00:01:34,160 --> 00:01:39,160 thought I would work on my accent. Okay. I'm going to de-accent. And so as I told you before 15 00:01:39,160 --> 00:01:44,560 the show started, my goal is to not sound as West Texan as I am. I don't know why. Just 16 00:01:44,560 --> 00:01:48,720 for fun. I don't think I can do that. No, no, don't even try. No. When I was in the 17 00:01:48,720 --> 00:01:54,960 school teacher in Southern California, I was made fun of behind my back because of my Texas 18 00:01:54,960 --> 00:01:59,440 accent. Was it hurtful? It was very hurtful when I found out years later. They're all 19 00:01:59,440 --> 00:02:03,160 children though. They were just kids. I know. And now they're adults who have kids. I know. 20 00:02:03,160 --> 00:02:09,400 It's crazy. Wow. The aging process. So Annette and I have been married for 30 years of wow. 21 00:02:09,400 --> 00:02:15,200 And oh, it's been 30 years of bliss, 30 years of heaven on earth. Oh my gosh. Do you know 22 00:02:15,200 --> 00:02:24,200 where lousy go? I'm just kidding. They don't. Okay. That was a good one. And that wow. 23 00:02:24,200 --> 00:02:30,360 Nailed it. So we, we wanted to introduce some, just some things about our life, about our 24 00:02:30,360 --> 00:02:35,520 family. We have an amazing family. Really do. We're so blessed. We are married again. 25 00:02:35,520 --> 00:02:40,360 We, we went through a divorce. I was 10 years into a marriage that did not make it. And 26 00:02:40,360 --> 00:02:45,240 Annette, you were 13, almost 14 years into your marriage. It didn't make it. And then 27 00:02:45,240 --> 00:02:50,440 God providentially brought us together. And that's when we started our 30 years of wow. 28 00:02:50,440 --> 00:02:56,920 We've been married 30 years and we've divide, we've what's the word? Defied the odds, the 29 00:02:56,920 --> 00:03:01,160 statistics. Cause actually the statistics say if you've been divorced, you have a very 30 00:03:01,160 --> 00:03:05,000 high likelihood. I don't know what the stats are, but I remember being told this as we 31 00:03:05,000 --> 00:03:09,120 were getting married, you know, that you do know, Jimmy, there's a very high likelihood 32 00:03:09,120 --> 00:03:13,000 that you'll get divorced again. I'm, oh, thanks for the encouragement. That helps. That helps 33 00:03:13,000 --> 00:03:18,200 us. We're starting our new life together and we've really defied the odds on a lot of levels. 34 00:03:18,200 --> 00:03:22,680 Have we not? Yeah. So we want to introduce our family. So I'm going to let you go first 35 00:03:22,680 --> 00:03:27,880 and we're going to start with Alicia since she's our oldest. Yes. Alicia is 45 years 36 00:03:27,880 --> 00:03:33,280 old. She lives in, wait, we have a daughter that's 45. It doesn't make sense. I was like 37 00:03:33,280 --> 00:03:42,200 45 when I had her. Well, actually, no. Anyway, she's 45. Yeah. She lives in Nashville, Tennessee. 38 00:03:42,200 --> 00:03:46,920 She used to be in the ministry with us, but now she's in finance and I have to talk about 39 00:03:46,920 --> 00:03:50,840 it for a moment. Okay. What are you going to say? So when, when Alicia came into my 40 00:03:50,840 --> 00:03:56,440 life, she had a little bit of a rebel street going on. Yeah, just a little bit, you know, 41 00:03:56,440 --> 00:04:00,760 stuff like taking our car at night when we did, you know, enjoy riding and whatnot. Wonder 42 00:04:00,760 --> 00:04:05,520 why we kept running out of gas all the time. Yeah. Yeah. We were kind of dumb. So, I mean, 43 00:04:05,520 --> 00:04:09,540 I was clueless. I'd never had children before. I was a youth pastor and had been for gosh 44 00:04:09,540 --> 00:04:15,280 at that time, maybe 14, 13, 14 years ish. Anyway, I'd been a youth pastor for a long 45 00:04:15,280 --> 00:04:20,420 time and then all of a sudden I've got kids in my house. I'm like, Oh, this will be easy. 46 00:04:20,420 --> 00:04:24,640 You know, I know how to do this because I'm a youth pastor. Right. So you were always 47 00:04:24,640 --> 00:04:29,680 an advocate for the child or the student totally an advocate until you became a parent. I thought 48 00:04:29,680 --> 00:04:34,240 parents were dumb. I thought, you know, they don't know anything. These poor kids and what 49 00:04:34,240 --> 00:04:39,040 they're going through and what I didn't, what I didn't know is how manipulated I was at 50 00:04:39,040 --> 00:04:45,720 the time. And so I learned the hard way that, well, it's not always easy as it looks. So 51 00:04:45,720 --> 00:04:52,080 when I had kids in my world and in my life, it was like, okay, here we go. And she tested 52 00:04:52,080 --> 00:04:56,120 the limits. Alicia, if you're listening to this, I love you very much. So what happened 53 00:04:56,120 --> 00:05:02,200 was we went through some things, some hard things, no need to talk about it in detail 54 00:05:02,200 --> 00:05:09,760 TMI, TMI, but something happened between Alicia and I, and we began to grow very close and 55 00:05:09,760 --> 00:05:17,320 God gave me a deep, deep love for her, even in the middle of her really rebellious stage, 56 00:05:17,320 --> 00:05:22,660 partly because she reminded me of me not too long before that, just a few years before 57 00:05:22,660 --> 00:05:28,360 that because I was that kid too. And I wasn't rebellious because I was angry about anything. 58 00:05:28,360 --> 00:05:34,080 I was rebellious more. I was just fun loving. I wanted to play. I want to have fun. And 59 00:05:34,080 --> 00:05:39,760 so, cause I didn't have any trauma. I know still when I have true, I'm still that there 60 00:05:39,760 --> 00:05:46,280 are songs, Cindy Lauper or something. That's a girl song. Girls just want to have fun. 61 00:05:46,280 --> 00:05:53,440 I'm sorry. That's how she says it. Girls just want to have fun. But no, it's a boy thing. 62 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:57,360 Mine's more the speeds of the beastie boys or something. We're just having a good time. 63 00:05:57,360 --> 00:06:01,180 Well, back to Alicia. Oh yeah, back to Alicia. And remember when we read her diary one time 64 00:06:01,180 --> 00:06:07,840 and it said, I hate my parents. Yeah, that was, that was encouraging. I was edified after 65 00:06:07,840 --> 00:06:12,640 that. Well, what it did though for us and for you who are listening, first of all, welcome 66 00:06:12,640 --> 00:06:16,000 to the show. We're glad you're here. We just wanted to tell you a little bit about ourselves 67 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:19,680 and a little bit about our journey. And then we have a topic we want to jump into, but 68 00:06:19,680 --> 00:06:25,400 we want to introduce our family. So what happened was I just, God gave me a very supernatural 69 00:06:25,400 --> 00:06:29,760 love for Alicia. And now you're pretty much her hero. She absolutely. Well, and I love 70 00:06:29,760 --> 00:06:35,680 her. I mean, we grew very close. She changed her last name after her marriage when it, 71 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:41,280 when she went through a divorce to prove it because she wanted to recognize you as her 72 00:06:41,280 --> 00:06:46,880 father. That was really impressive. That was huge. And it did something in my own heart. 73 00:06:46,880 --> 00:06:51,080 I already love this girl to the moon and back. And I've always had a heart for her. I've 74 00:06:51,080 --> 00:06:56,040 always been her big cheerleader and fan. And we got to do some ministry together. She went 75 00:06:56,040 --> 00:07:01,520 to Mexico with me on this mission trip down in the Baja Peninsula, down to this little 76 00:07:01,520 --> 00:07:05,440 village where there was a children's home and we spent time doing that. Then we did 77 00:07:05,440 --> 00:07:10,280 a lot of personal ministry together for other people. We went through a season there. So 78 00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:15,960 we've, we've had a lot of amazing, amazing experiences together. So that's Alicia. She's 79 00:07:15,960 --> 00:07:19,480 now married to Mark and Mark, get a chance to listen to this. We love you. And we're 80 00:07:19,480 --> 00:07:23,440 so happy that you guys are together. And how long have they been married? A total of a 81 00:07:23,440 --> 00:07:27,680 year and a half, a year and a half. So yeah, man, they're burning it up and they're doing 82 00:07:27,680 --> 00:07:31,940 great. We're so proud of them. They live in the Nashville area, Spring Hill, Tennessee, 83 00:07:31,940 --> 00:07:37,840 our old stomping grounds. And we're just so proud of them and love them. And we, we just, 84 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:43,680 we want to introduce. So our next child, our middle child, Chris. Now I have to say something 85 00:07:43,680 --> 00:07:50,400 about Chris. Well, there's still children to us. I have a 43 year old son again from 86 00:07:50,400 --> 00:07:58,060 our first marriage. And he called me last week and he said, mom, um, I heard that faith 87 00:07:58,060 --> 00:08:05,040 had kidney stone and had to have surgery and all that bad mom moment. I almost fell over. 88 00:08:05,040 --> 00:08:11,000 How did he find out? Because he was listening to our podcast. I didn't call him. So I felt 89 00:08:11,000 --> 00:08:16,400 really, really bad. And, uh, I sought for a couple of days and then tried to get over 90 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:23,240 it. But I was really, I felt bad, um, because I had talked to Alicia briefly cause Alicia's 91 00:08:23,240 --> 00:08:30,280 not feeling well and Chris is a pastor too. And I understand how difficult it is to be 92 00:08:30,280 --> 00:08:35,880 able to talk to everyone you want to because you know, our lives are crazy. And so, yeah, 93 00:08:35,880 --> 00:08:40,400 I've learned my lesson. So now I'm going to Chris, I'm going to make a point to call you 94 00:08:40,400 --> 00:08:45,020 at least once a week, whether you can answer or not, or talk, I'm still going to call you. 95 00:08:45,020 --> 00:08:49,880 So I remember after that phone call, you, you did feel bad. You told me something horrible 96 00:08:49,880 --> 00:08:54,720 about this. He found out about something about our lives, not through a phone call or through 97 00:08:54,720 --> 00:08:58,880 a podcast. So live and learn, right? Yes. That's what we do. 98 00:08:58,880 --> 00:09:04,520 That's why we live up and down. For real, for real. So he's a pastor in Houston. Yeah. 99 00:09:04,520 --> 00:09:07,760 And it's my turn to talk about this. Okay. You can talk about it again. He's one of my 100 00:09:07,760 --> 00:09:14,360 heroes. I love Chris. I'm so proud of him. Chris, uh, surrendered to full-time ministry. 101 00:09:14,360 --> 00:09:17,640 He's gone to school. In fact, he's getting his master's degree right now and working 102 00:09:17,640 --> 00:09:22,760 through that even while he's pastoring and he pastors in the Houston area, a great church 103 00:09:22,760 --> 00:09:28,280 called city life church. He and his wife, Casey, amazing couple, amazing together since 104 00:09:28,280 --> 00:09:32,320 they were in elementary school. They were like in the crib, like cradle. They were holding 105 00:09:32,320 --> 00:09:36,400 hands. I mean, literally they've been together most of their whole life, but what's been 106 00:09:36,400 --> 00:09:40,760 really cool is to watch them blossom and ministry together. Not only as parents, cause they're 107 00:09:40,760 --> 00:09:46,800 amazing parents too, but to watch them blossom as, as ministers together. She's going to 108 00:09:46,800 --> 00:09:51,960 school too. Oh yeah. She's getting her master's as well. Casey in her own right. I mean, amazing 109 00:09:51,960 --> 00:09:55,320 singer. Now she's writing songs and I mean, I'm just, 110 00:09:55,320 --> 00:10:03,040 and the songs that are coming out of that church are so amazing. Yes, I said it freaking. 111 00:10:03,040 --> 00:10:07,880 They're freaking amazing. And I can say that cause I'm proud of them. And, and two, I had 112 00:10:07,880 --> 00:10:12,740 the privilege for at least a few years of getting to play music with them. So Chris 113 00:10:12,740 --> 00:10:18,120 was my drummer when I was a youth pastor in California. And then later years when I was 114 00:10:18,120 --> 00:10:24,180 a senior pastor in Abilene, Texas, uh, Chris was on the worst team and Casey, and they 115 00:10:24,180 --> 00:10:29,360 led our worship. And he played the guitar. You taught him how? Well, he kind of taught 116 00:10:29,360 --> 00:10:34,360 himself. Well, he started it. Yeah. But he's just, man, he took off running with that. 117 00:10:34,360 --> 00:10:39,200 So, so they were leading worship at our church in Abilene and I was like, could I play guitar 118 00:10:39,200 --> 00:10:44,840 for y'all? So everything flipped. So now I'm playing guitar for him. And that just, that's, 119 00:10:44,840 --> 00:10:50,440 those are special memories to me of us having those amazing worship nights there and powerful 120 00:10:50,440 --> 00:10:55,800 encounter nights with God and, oh, they were also part of our church plant in Brownwood, 121 00:10:55,800 --> 00:11:00,400 Texas, where they were on the ground floor and we got to see God move in crazy, amazing 122 00:11:00,400 --> 00:11:07,400 ways. So we're super proud of them. And then our third child, surprise. Well, it was an 123 00:11:07,400 --> 00:11:11,840 adoption. It was an adoption. And once we talked about it, we told that story already, 124 00:11:11,840 --> 00:11:17,080 but she's 22 years old. By the way, those of you that prayed for her and this kidney 125 00:11:17,080 --> 00:11:22,000 stone, I mean, 22 years old and having a kidney stone, what's up with that? And we believe 126 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:28,960 it was there. She's, she was experiencing pain for six months. So we think that it's, 127 00:11:28,960 --> 00:11:32,960 we think it could be our fault because we raised her on banquet chicken nuggets and 128 00:11:32,960 --> 00:11:37,160 stuff like that. I mean, we didn't feed her. I know. And now she won't eat anything good. 129 00:11:37,160 --> 00:11:41,840 Except that stuff. So maybe that's our fault to a degree, but we'll, we'll, we'll own that 130 00:11:41,840 --> 00:11:47,000 the best we can. But anyway, we're so proud of her. She works on our staff and she does 131 00:11:47,000 --> 00:11:51,160 all things digital and she's amazing. Oh, on the, on the kidney thing. Thank you for 132 00:11:51,160 --> 00:11:54,800 praying because not only were they able to go in there and I don't know how they do it, 133 00:11:54,800 --> 00:11:59,680 they Sonic blast it, but then they put a stent in. That was actually worse than having the 134 00:11:59,680 --> 00:12:04,280 kidney stone. Her recovery was harder because they had to leave it in one week to let those 135 00:12:04,280 --> 00:12:10,640 particles pass. And once they did in, in, I mean, like the day before we got the stent 136 00:12:10,640 --> 00:12:16,880 out, I spent four hours with her in the ER. She had to go to the ER twice. It was awful. 137 00:12:16,880 --> 00:12:23,600 However, as soon as they got the stent out last Monday, she almost snapped back immediately. 138 00:12:23,600 --> 00:12:27,440 It was like, just needed that foreign object out of her body. So she's doing great. So 139 00:12:27,440 --> 00:12:31,840 thank you for praying. We're so thankful, but we want to introduce our kids to you because 140 00:12:31,840 --> 00:12:36,720 first of all, we are so proud of each one of them. They have, they are amazing young 141 00:12:36,720 --> 00:12:44,800 adults. They brought it. They gave us grandchildren. That's true. Six, six, maybe one on the way 142 00:12:44,800 --> 00:12:51,240 or in the, in the oven. Say in the oven if you're somewhere like that. Is it oven or 143 00:12:51,240 --> 00:12:55,680 incubator? I don't even know. I have no idea. We may have another one on the way. We're 144 00:12:55,680 --> 00:13:00,520 getting super excited and here's the craziest thing. We could be great grandparents at any 145 00:13:00,520 --> 00:13:04,600 time. We're too young. Caitlin, if you ever listen to this podcast, we're ready. Let's 146 00:13:04,600 --> 00:13:09,980 get this done. Get this going. So, so yeah, so we'll be great grandparents, which is mind 147 00:13:09,980 --> 00:13:13,960 bending because I still play lead guitar at a band and all. I mean, I'm like, what? You 148 00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:18,760 still act like a child. I feel 17, except for this weekend when you had me clean out the 149 00:13:18,760 --> 00:13:25,560 garage. I did not feel 17 after that. I felt 77. You know what we accomplished. I know 150 00:13:25,560 --> 00:13:31,880 it's great. Oh, our garage looks like, it looks like we've moved away. There's nothing 151 00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:38,160 there. Yes. You said two cars in a leaf. You said, it looks like we're moving. I know nothing 152 00:13:38,160 --> 00:13:44,160 in here. I said, that was the point. Every time I go to Adam and Tina's house. Oh my 153 00:13:44,160 --> 00:13:49,840 gosh. Oh, you know, not drive me into her drive. I'm not sure if this is an Adam ruined. 154 00:13:49,840 --> 00:13:55,800 Is it Adam or Tina? I don't know. We'll have to ask. Oh my gosh. You can eat off the floor 155 00:13:55,800 --> 00:14:01,160 in their garage. You really can. It's mind bending and it Adam. Thanks. Cause you, you 156 00:14:01,160 --> 00:14:07,640 put me through, um, double toothpicks be over this deal because and that was like, we've 157 00:14:07,640 --> 00:14:12,000 got to clean our garage. I'm like, because the Curry's have a clean garage. Are you kidding 158 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:17,040 me? Really? Oh, I'm embarrassed when people come through here. I'm like, it's a garage. 159 00:14:17,040 --> 00:14:21,040 Everybody comes through the garage. Hardly anybody comes to the front door. Cause you 160 00:14:21,040 --> 00:14:25,200 open up the garage door. Well, now they tell people to come in and scoot across on their 161 00:14:25,200 --> 00:14:28,960 butt if they want to. I'd like to have it so clean. I think it'd be nice to have it 162 00:14:28,960 --> 00:14:33,480 painted. We'll have this. This is an offline conversation. We're done. I'm done. That was 163 00:14:33,480 --> 00:14:38,680 a spring cleaning and literally on Sunday when I got up to preach, I was so sore. I 164 00:14:38,680 --> 00:14:42,520 felt like, and you didn't feel bad at all cause your garage was clean. So, and I'm in 165 00:14:42,520 --> 00:14:48,920 pain and I'm going to keep quit whining. Okay. All right. Onward. So we've had a, again, 166 00:14:48,920 --> 00:14:54,920 gosh, we've been on this really amazing journey. We won't, you don't have to go into detail, 167 00:14:54,920 --> 00:15:00,160 but Annette, you made some decisions about a little over a week ago about just saying, 168 00:15:00,160 --> 00:15:04,360 you know what, I'm ready to clean up some things. I'm kind of in a purging mood, which 169 00:15:04,360 --> 00:15:09,600 is why we purged everything out of the garage. Got rid of things that I kept saying, we'll 170 00:15:09,600 --> 00:15:13,400 get rid of that someday. And we've moved 10 times and it's still with us. Jesus, take 171 00:15:13,400 --> 00:15:18,600 this refrigerator. Take this, take the wheel and everything else. Okay. Well, sorry. So 172 00:15:18,600 --> 00:15:23,520 anyway, I've been on this purging. I've went through all my clothes, decided I kind of 173 00:15:23,520 --> 00:15:28,520 wanted to become a minimalist. Isn't there a TV show that we watched on Netflix? Yeah. 174 00:15:28,520 --> 00:15:32,960 There's a documentary called the minimalist and that I love those guys, Josh. I can't 175 00:15:32,960 --> 00:15:38,280 remember the name. And then Marie, what's her name? Marie Konda Marie Konda. That she's 176 00:15:38,280 --> 00:15:42,560 the one who talks to objects as she's throwing them away. Thank you for blessing me. Now 177 00:15:42,560 --> 00:15:48,920 I don't go that far. That's weird. But anyway, throw that thing out. But I went through a 178 00:15:48,920 --> 00:15:54,380 couple of years ago where I just decided to do a Marie Kondo moment and get rid of clothes. 179 00:15:54,380 --> 00:15:59,280 And I've kind of continued to do that. And if I buy, if I get rid of something, you know, 180 00:15:59,280 --> 00:16:03,600 that's great. But if I buy something, I really need to get rid of something. Right. But I 181 00:16:03,600 --> 00:16:09,600 just decided to do that with all areas of my life. God had been dealing with me for 182 00:16:09,600 --> 00:16:15,680 over a year about purging things that aren't important. Yeah. Um, for instance, just some 183 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:21,360 TV shows that we love to watch that, you know, they're great to veg with. So it dawned on 184 00:16:21,360 --> 00:16:26,800 us one day that we were being entertained by the stuff that hurts God's heart. People, 185 00:16:26,800 --> 00:16:33,320 I mean, police shows, investigative shows, and it dawned on us like we're watching this 186 00:16:33,320 --> 00:16:39,880 for entertainment and yet decimation of people's lives. And I wouldn't say convicted. We just 187 00:16:39,880 --> 00:16:43,960 made a decision. Yeah. Good decision. Well, I came home from the conference and just, 188 00:16:43,960 --> 00:16:49,120 I knew that if I didn't say first off, I said, can I tell them how this rolled out? Well, 189 00:16:49,120 --> 00:16:55,200 right. I had to tell Tina first before I could tell you that accountability scared me. I 190 00:16:55,200 --> 00:16:59,160 know you come home and you're like, we need to talk to you. I need to talk to you. And 191 00:16:59,160 --> 00:17:03,200 usually just so you know, any of you that are married when your wife says in a serious 192 00:17:03,200 --> 00:17:09,600 tone, I need to talk to you 99.9% of the time. That's not a good thing. Means you're in trouble. 193 00:17:09,600 --> 00:17:13,560 It means what did I do? Cause immediately I'm wrecking the look on your face. I know what 194 00:17:13,560 --> 00:17:19,000 I'm going, wait, I've been a good boy. I've been great. I even told Tina that I wasn't 195 00:17:19,000 --> 00:17:23,000 going to say anything. I was just going to, if you said, you know, turn the TV on, I was 196 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:27,880 just going to say no, or you know, well, let's watch this. And I would have fell over backward 197 00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:32,800 in a, I know. And that's what I decided. You might have a heart. I know I am. I know. No, 198 00:17:32,800 --> 00:17:37,580 it's not a bad thing. It's just a nostalgic thing with your dad and I love weird connection 199 00:17:37,580 --> 00:17:41,720 you've got with your daddy and uh, I can take it or leave it. In fact, when you're gone, 200 00:17:41,720 --> 00:17:47,720 I don't watch it. I know. Just don't. So when I sat you down, you were scared. It's kind 201 00:17:47,720 --> 00:17:57,820 of fun to watch you walk. And I'm like, I have men, men, boys, men. Have you ever felt 202 00:17:57,820 --> 00:18:01,760 guilty and yet you knew you had not done anything? That's how I felt. I was like, what did I 203 00:18:01,760 --> 00:18:07,360 do? I mean, I'm racking my brain. Calm down. This isn't about years ago. Yeah. Right. No, 204 00:18:07,360 --> 00:18:12,640 I actually told you this is about me. Yeah. And then you're still thinking, well, if it's 205 00:18:12,640 --> 00:18:18,040 about you, what did I do to you? Yeah. It's kind of, it's not you, it's me. It's still 206 00:18:18,040 --> 00:18:22,640 not a good thing. The way to lead a conversation. But I, but I got it out there and just told 207 00:18:22,640 --> 00:18:28,400 you, I felt like if we were going to, you know what I loved last year, we were out in 208 00:18:28,400 --> 00:18:34,360 our pool and we were, we were just because we were out there a lot in the evening and, 209 00:18:34,360 --> 00:18:39,640 and during the daytime we talked the whole time. It was beautiful. I felt like we talked 210 00:18:39,640 --> 00:18:45,280 more while we were outside than we ever do. And when we're on the inside, because we're 211 00:18:45,280 --> 00:18:50,080 usually watching TV or built a pool thinking this is going to be about therapy, about exercise, 212 00:18:50,080 --> 00:18:56,480 about kind of a getaway. We love water. We're both water babies, grew up water babies. And 213 00:18:56,480 --> 00:19:03,400 it turned out the best benefit was we talk because TV's not on. Our phones are in the 214 00:19:03,400 --> 00:19:09,400 house. Our screen, there's no screens. We put on some worship music, some really jamming 215 00:19:09,400 --> 00:19:15,200 good contemporary worship. And I, that's why I'm so excited about summer. I'm already pumped 216 00:19:15,200 --> 00:19:19,440 about summer, about us getting in the pool right now at 68 degrees in the water. But 217 00:19:19,440 --> 00:19:25,240 we do have a hot tub. We do, which we can enjoy, but I kept just going back and remind 218 00:19:25,240 --> 00:19:33,240 and reminding myself about how much we spent, how much time we spent on all, you know, on 219 00:19:33,240 --> 00:19:39,280 just talking and reminiscing and dreaming and visioning. And I thought we could do this 220 00:19:39,280 --> 00:19:44,320 all the time if I would just give up the one thing and that's TV, not all TV, because not 221 00:19:44,320 --> 00:19:51,400 all TV is bad. I mean, we watched Jesus music last night, which is an amazing documentary. 222 00:19:51,400 --> 00:19:56,680 We watched movies. There's, I just, I just don't want anything on Saturday. Yeah. And 223 00:19:56,680 --> 00:20:01,480 there's nothing wrong with that. I just don't want to get into these dramas that I've been 224 00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:06,000 into and you get into their lives and it's stupid. It's almost like soap operas used 225 00:20:06,000 --> 00:20:11,960 to be at night. Well, as a young person, I was addicted to soap operas and all I did 226 00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:17,080 was change it from morning to night. I was addicted to one for my children. I know because 227 00:20:17,080 --> 00:20:21,680 it came on at noon. It was during my lunch hour. She's still probably on there. I don't 228 00:20:21,680 --> 00:20:27,000 believe she's ever had. Remember Tad? Yes. Anyway. Okay. We digress. Okay. So anyway, 229 00:20:27,000 --> 00:20:33,200 no longer addicted. I came home and made that decision and it's been a week, a week today. 230 00:20:33,200 --> 00:20:39,840 I feel so free. I can't even tell you. I would say the best week. Yes. I've just, we've got 231 00:20:39,840 --> 00:20:43,280 all this time. So what have we been doing? We've been reading, we've been getting in 232 00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:47,480 the word. We went and worked out. We've been watching sermons from one of our favorite 233 00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:52,600 pastors, pastor Robert Morris of gateway church in South Lake, which we are connected to. 234 00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:59,280 Our church is a gateway network church. And so, and, and it's been amazing. I mean, really, 235 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:04,120 really, it feels like weight's been lifted. You know, I started thinking about these shows 236 00:21:04,120 --> 00:21:07,680 we were watching and, and you know how we'll get mad at something that happened. We're 237 00:21:07,680 --> 00:21:11,520 like, we can't believe he did that. And then in my mind, I'm going, the writers wrote that 238 00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:16,080 he really didn't do that. So I'm thinking what is wrong with us? I know we caught up 239 00:21:16,080 --> 00:21:19,920 in somebody else's drama. I just feel like I'm in a season where the Lord says, just 240 00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:26,000 put it all aside. Spend time with your husband. Tell them how much I resisted when you shared 241 00:21:26,000 --> 00:21:33,280 this. I think you almost fainted. I almost cheered. I was like, yes. It has been wonderful. 242 00:21:33,280 --> 00:21:37,280 Not that I didn't enjoy those shows too, but cause it's just, it's time with you. It's 243 00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:41,680 what you love to do. So I'm going to do it. But inside there have been many times where 244 00:21:41,680 --> 00:21:46,240 I thought, gosh, I'd rather be have the TV off. Maybe have some music going. And what 245 00:21:46,240 --> 00:21:51,640 I love about it too is, you know, you started a series on heaven. And so now we're really 246 00:21:51,640 --> 00:21:57,800 talking about it together even more as you're, you know, finalizing, you know, your sermons 247 00:21:57,800 --> 00:22:03,800 and I bounce off you all the time. But I feel like, I don't know, it's even, it's bonded 248 00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:09,760 us even more. Yeah. It's almost like you use the word purge, which it's, is a word of kind 249 00:22:09,760 --> 00:22:14,160 of a purification type of word where I don't know if this has ever happened to any of you, 250 00:22:14,160 --> 00:22:18,400 but sometimes our life just gets cluttered and it's not intentional, you know, and you're 251 00:22:18,400 --> 00:22:23,280 not doing anything necessarily wrong. It's just cluttered begins to build up. And so 252 00:22:23,280 --> 00:22:28,280 just as we did the garage and you were like, gosh, it feels so good. I'm over there crying. 253 00:22:28,280 --> 00:22:32,240 I'm trying to think of what else we can purge. I mean, everything's hurting on my body and 254 00:22:32,240 --> 00:22:37,080 you're like, this feels so good. And I'm like, Hey, I moved about five days from moved a 255 00:22:37,080 --> 00:22:42,360 whole bunch of paint cans and furniture. I'm just being a whiner. But what I'm saying 256 00:22:42,360 --> 00:22:48,080 is, is that it did feel good. It felt good to declutter, you know, less is more kind 257 00:22:48,080 --> 00:22:53,240 of thing is something Andy Stanley's used for years. Less is more. And it felt good 258 00:22:53,240 --> 00:22:57,560 to clear out the clutter, not only in the garage, but we cleared out the clutter in 259 00:22:57,560 --> 00:23:03,360 our evenings. So now our evenings are free. They're free not only to, to enjoy each other 260 00:23:03,360 --> 00:23:07,920 and enjoy time. We've been sitting at the dining room table doing supper together. I 261 00:23:07,920 --> 00:23:14,120 know I forgot we even had no me too. We always sat at the bar. I asked Tina, I said Tina, 262 00:23:14,120 --> 00:23:17,960 where do y'all sit to eat? She goes, well, we usually sit at the table every now and 263 00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:21,880 then we'll sit at the bar. I'm like, really? Yeah, we see if we still have a table the 264 00:23:21,880 --> 00:23:28,160 time you don't sit down and we eat. No, I'll stand up. So you know why? Typically? Well, 265 00:23:28,160 --> 00:23:33,540 because I've been sitting all day. Why? Probably watching TV if it's a weekend. I'm like, no. 266 00:23:33,540 --> 00:23:39,360 So now I want to sit and enjoy a nice slow. Yeah, we slow down. I don't have to wait for 267 00:23:39,360 --> 00:23:46,200 a phone, a TV. We light some candles and then this happens. Oh my God. Here we go again. 268 00:23:46,200 --> 00:23:52,760 I'm sorry. New toys. Candles. We need to light more candles. I agree. Flowers. But you know, 269 00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:56,440 but we bought back time. That's what happened. Flowers. I feel like we shouldn't have said 270 00:23:56,440 --> 00:24:01,760 that. Adam bought Tina flowers. Adam, you're killing me. You need to take it back a notch. 271 00:24:01,760 --> 00:24:07,160 He gets back from a four day trip to flowers and dinner made. And the first thing she says 272 00:24:07,160 --> 00:24:11,240 to him is you didn't take a shower. I know. I know. That's a hilarious story. She messed 273 00:24:11,240 --> 00:24:19,200 up there. She didn't. I think she repented. Fumble, fumble. But the flowers. Now, Adam, 274 00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:24,560 please talk to Jimmy. Bro, you're killing me. I used to tell him not to buy me flowers 275 00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:29,080 because I didn't want to spend the money, but now I've thought of it. But I serenade 276 00:24:29,080 --> 00:24:33,380 you with my, how many guitars hanging in this room? One, two, three, four, five. You need 277 00:24:33,380 --> 00:24:38,200 to purge. Seven guitar, wait, six, seven, eight guitars in this room. And I serenade 278 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:40,800 you all the time. And how many do you have in a closet? Adam does not play the instrument. 279 00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:44,640 How many do you have in a closet? He's interviewed metal bands all over the world. You're not 280 00:24:44,640 --> 00:24:49,920 answering my question. What were you saying? How many are in the closet? They're going 281 00:24:49,920 --> 00:24:54,200 to stay in the closet. I don't know. Couple, couple, three. Please let them out of the closet 282 00:24:54,200 --> 00:25:00,080 and take them. I don't know. Let's not talk about me purging. You purged, it was amazing. 283 00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:05,360 It's okay for me. It was really good. No, really though. Okay. Let's get serious. It's 284 00:25:05,360 --> 00:25:10,320 because I just drank a spark and it's got me. I just finished a spark. Bouncing off the 285 00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:15,480 walls. Cause I was like wanting to take a nap 30 minutes ago. You did fall asleep for 286 00:25:15,480 --> 00:25:20,200 a little bit in the chair. Like an old man. Well, you are. I'm slobbering and drooling 287 00:25:20,200 --> 00:25:29,320 on myself. Honey, you've just turned 61. You're older than I am. It's just a number. So anywho, 288 00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:35,260 we were talking about purging the power of decluttering. And I love that idea of every 289 00:25:35,260 --> 00:25:39,720 once in a while you just have to stop and evaluate, take a step back and really observe 290 00:25:39,720 --> 00:25:44,800 your life as objectively as possible and say, is this stuff I need? Do I need all these 291 00:25:44,800 --> 00:25:52,400 guitars? Absolutely. But other than that, we look at things and we say, okay, is this 292 00:25:52,400 --> 00:26:00,200 really needful? And I love Maria Konda's thing. Is it bringing you joy? That's my whole point 293 00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:04,080 of doing this. If it's not bringing me joy, it's out the door. And throughout the day 294 00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:08,560 I was asking you, is that bringing you joy? As we loaded all that stuff into our SUV. 295 00:26:08,560 --> 00:26:13,840 We treated our SUVs like a pickup. I know. We piled stuff. It's got a full load of stuff 296 00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:17,520 in it now because I filled up a dumpster. I know. And people, if they dumpster stuff, 297 00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:20,640 boy, they're going to get some good stuff. Oh, they're going to cash out. Yeah, they're 298 00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:24,000 going to be out there. Oh my gosh. We should have taken some to Goodwill, but- 299 00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:26,240 We were just trying to get rid of- Yeah, most of it. 300 00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:29,800 Most of it's just stuff I wouldn't even give away. It's just stuff that- 301 00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:35,040 I don't like to take things to Goodwill unless they're in really good shape and I can honor 302 00:26:35,040 --> 00:26:39,600 and bless someone, not just give them our leftover stuff that's torn or whatever. I 303 00:26:39,600 --> 00:26:44,880 just can't do that. Somebody's asking me what my fee is for a wedding. I just got a note 304 00:26:44,880 --> 00:26:50,840 there. It's like $1 million. That should do it. Inflation and all. You just got it just 305 00:26:50,840 --> 00:26:55,240 now? It was Abram. Abram. So I'm doing a wedding on Saturday. And a funeral. I'm doing a double 306 00:26:55,240 --> 00:27:00,440 hitter. I've never done this before. I'm doing a funeral at 11 a.m. and then I'm doing a 307 00:27:00,440 --> 00:27:06,720 wedding at 4 a.m. I mean, that's going to be a day. That'll be a day for the books. It's 308 00:27:06,720 --> 00:27:10,240 a first. I've never pulled a double hitter. This is your third funeral in four weeks. 309 00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:14,960 I know. I know. I can't believe it. Well, what's been interesting is I started a series 310 00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:21,440 on heaven and then all of a sudden I'm at the bedside. I'm visiting. I'm praying over 311 00:27:21,440 --> 00:27:29,120 people who are passing. It's been a really wild experience. We're moving from decluttering 312 00:27:29,120 --> 00:27:34,760 into our topic. We won't spend long on this today, but I want to encourage you. Here's 313 00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:39,040 what I'm learning. Let me just give you some learnings from three funerals in what? Five 314 00:27:39,040 --> 00:27:43,880 weeks. You ever take six weeks? I thought it was four weeks. Yeah, maybe four weeks. 315 00:27:43,880 --> 00:27:49,320 Anyway, I'm losing count to be honest. I know. But here's, there's some takeaways that I'm 316 00:27:49,320 --> 00:27:56,240 walking away from this. For one, I'm beginning to realize that the veil between life on earth 317 00:27:56,240 --> 00:28:03,360 and life in heaven in the next chapter is very thin. Upper story, lower story. I love 318 00:28:03,360 --> 00:28:08,600 that. And the veil is much thinner than I thought. You know, we've used these, I use 319 00:28:08,600 --> 00:28:14,680 this phrase a lot, life is fragile because being a pastor for 38 plus years, you never 320 00:28:14,680 --> 00:28:19,080 know. And I'm not trying to freak anybody out. Just honestly, you really don't know. 321 00:28:19,080 --> 00:28:23,880 We don't. When I was closing the message yesterday, I was talking about heaven and I made this 322 00:28:23,880 --> 00:28:29,280 comment. I said, I may never, what if this is my last message to ever preach, my last 323 00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:33,280 sermon? And everybody's settled in with that. Well, yeah, that'd be sad. And then I said, 324 00:28:33,280 --> 00:28:37,920 but what if this was the last sermon you ever heard and you haven't stepped over the line, 325 00:28:37,920 --> 00:28:43,120 you haven't gone all in with Jesus, you haven't accepted his free gift of salvation, you know, 326 00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:46,800 freedom. We're not guaranteed the next breath. Not guaranteed the next breath. My mother 327 00:28:46,800 --> 00:28:52,560 passed away at 45 years of age. I mean, who's, none of us saw that coming. Elizabeth Pete. 328 00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:58,200 Yeah. Another friend of ours. I had met with her the day before she passed away. 44 years 329 00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:01,280 ago. You said she was in the shower in the afternoon. It was actually like 11 o'clock 330 00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:07,000 at night. Oh, was it? Oh yeah. It was, it was in the evening and she has a, I think 331 00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:12,960 they said it was an aneurysm while she's in the shower, 44 years of age. She stepped in 332 00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:17,360 the shower and when she came out of the shower, she was in another world. So she was in the 333 00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:22,760 next chapter of her life. She was in heaven. She loved the Lord very godly. Daughter, young, 334 00:29:22,760 --> 00:29:29,640 daughter, founder, heart breaking. But it's, but it's that reminder. And so as I've been 335 00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:33,560 doing this series on heaven, and by the way, it's called heaven in the real world because 336 00:29:33,560 --> 00:29:37,040 it's not just like, you know, we're going to cross over the river and go into Beulah 337 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:42,260 land and get our harp and our, and our halos, you know, and our wings. No, it's about, it's 338 00:29:42,260 --> 00:29:46,580 really about what's on the other side. And so I did some reading and some studying from 339 00:29:46,580 --> 00:29:52,000 an author named John Burke, fascinating. And so I started reading his book called Imagine 340 00:29:52,000 --> 00:29:59,000 Heaven. He studied over a thousand near death experiences and he, he only would, would, 341 00:30:00,480 --> 00:30:06,560 he would try to corroborate details, things that people couldn't know otherwise. So he 342 00:30:06,560 --> 00:30:11,360 ended up with about studying a thousand of those over 35 years as a pastor in Austin, 343 00:30:11,360 --> 00:30:16,480 Texas. And then he took about a hundred of those and put those into kind of a detailed 344 00:30:16,480 --> 00:30:22,440 story. And so I've been reading through those accounts and, and there's a lot of commonalities 345 00:30:22,440 --> 00:30:27,120 and what it has done for me, it is literally, and Annette will tell you this, this is changing 346 00:30:27,120 --> 00:30:34,120 my life. This is, it's shifting my perspective to where now I'm not afraid. And by the way, 347 00:30:34,960 --> 00:30:39,960 culturally speaking, one of the greatest things that people fear the most, it's the fear of 348 00:30:39,960 --> 00:30:45,160 dying, the fear of death. That's why we do everything to try to push it off and put it 349 00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:51,160 off and we try to distract ourselves with the stuff of life so that we don't have to 350 00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:55,840 think about dying. It's true. Interesting. I've had a lot of conversations. People will 351 00:30:55,840 --> 00:31:01,160 say things like, like this. I'm not afraid of what's coming after death. I'm afraid of 352 00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:06,000 death itself. We're afraid of the pain of pain or if I get a cancer or if I have a heart 353 00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:11,160 attack, I mean, I'm driving and I have a, an aneurysm or whatever. There's a lot of fear 354 00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:16,680 surrounding that, but here's a commonality. I won't go long. Just want to encourage everyone 355 00:31:16,680 --> 00:31:20,560 because this is encouraged me because I'm the same way. I'm like everybody else who 356 00:31:20,560 --> 00:31:25,760 wants to think about, you know, one day you're just, it's over and you go out with pain or 357 00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:31,160 you're in an accident. But here's the thing. Everyone who has had one of these NDEs, a 358 00:31:31,160 --> 00:31:38,160 near death experience, a high degree of commonality here is that they come back and they say things 359 00:31:38,160 --> 00:31:45,160 like there was no pain. There's an account of a doctor. She, she was a spinal doctor, 360 00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:50,280 a surgeon, and she's from America, but she was down in Chile and they were doing kayaking 361 00:31:50,280 --> 00:31:56,600 on this wild river and this beautiful area. Her, she was in her kayak strapped in. Her 362 00:31:56,600 --> 00:32:03,520 kayak went off a small waterfall and it went nose down and it stuck in the rocks underwater 363 00:32:03,520 --> 00:32:07,320 and she began to struggle and fight. Break me out because I can't handle water. Well 364 00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:11,240 yeah, you're claustrophobic. So it's like the worst kind of death, a drowning death. 365 00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:15,400 And people have, there's a lot of people have a very real fear of drowning and which she 366 00:32:15,400 --> 00:32:20,400 said she actually did have that. I can't even go kayaking because I'm, I have fear of that. 367 00:32:20,400 --> 00:32:25,280 Right. So she gets stuck. So her, her, the nose of her kayak is wedged between rocks 368 00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:31,000 and she's fighting to get out and she realizes in the middle of this initial struggle that 369 00:32:31,000 --> 00:32:37,680 she feels fine. I mean, she's like, no fear. She's, she even uses the words. I was not 370 00:32:37,680 --> 00:32:43,040 air hungry. Powerful word. You think you'd go into the fight or flight syndrome. You 371 00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:47,080 start struggling. Now she said, I was trying to get out, but I didn't feel, are you, are 372 00:32:47,080 --> 00:32:52,000 you tied in? Okay. See, I've never, yeah, she was strapped in. So she's trying to get 373 00:32:52,000 --> 00:32:58,000 out. She was under the water for 14 minutes at one point during that struggle. Uh, she 374 00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:04,200 said, I felt no air hunger. I felt no fear. She said, in fact, I felt fully alive. And 375 00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:09,640 she said, I felt arms wrap around me. I knew they were arms of Jesus Christ and I knew 376 00:33:09,640 --> 00:33:14,200 it was Christ. It's like, I knew it without having to know it. I knew it. And she said 377 00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:21,200 that, that she, uh, she found herself lifting out of the water in the arms of Christ. And 378 00:33:21,640 --> 00:33:26,000 then as she was looking down on the waters, and that's another commonality is just floating 379 00:33:26,000 --> 00:33:30,080 out of your body's out of body experiences. She was looking at the body. All of her friends 380 00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:35,480 were on the shore and her body pops up in the kayak. They get her and they're, they're 381 00:33:35,480 --> 00:33:41,500 working on her on the shore and they're, they're crying out to her and she turns. Also one 382 00:33:41,500 --> 00:33:46,560 other piece of this, not only did she come out of the water with cries, she saw the great 383 00:33:46,560 --> 00:33:51,560 cloud of witnesses waiting for her and they were cheering like she's like stepping over 384 00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:56,520 the cross crossing over a finish line. They're cheering for it. She feels welcomed and loved 385 00:33:56,520 --> 00:34:01,200 and they're like, welcome home, welcome home. And she's like, this is the most amazing feeling 386 00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:05,120 ever ever. And it's like her senses were heightened. 387 00:34:05,120 --> 00:34:07,720 Why would you even want to go back to the earth when you feel this way? 388 00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:11,040 Really didn't. But here's what happened in at least in her account, cause there's different 389 00:34:11,040 --> 00:34:17,080 accounts. Again, a lot of commonalities. She looks back and she sees her friends weeping 390 00:34:17,080 --> 00:34:23,520 over her body and begging her to breathe. So she's, she looks back at the crowd and 391 00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:29,120 Christ and she says, I'll be back. And she said out of compassion, she, she was allowed 392 00:34:29,120 --> 00:34:35,000 to go back. She said, I laid down where my body was and I took a breath. She had been 393 00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:41,480 out. She'd been underwater for 14 minutes out for another 16, 30 minutes total. She 394 00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:48,000 was completely out and no brain damage, no physical issues. She was completely healthy 395 00:34:48,000 --> 00:34:52,920 and resumed her practice, but with a very changed perspective, she'll never fear death 396 00:34:52,920 --> 00:34:59,040 again. And I love that. That so encouraged me because like everyone else, it is in the 397 00:34:59,040 --> 00:35:03,840 book. Imagine heaven, heaven devotional. There's two books. There's a book full on book. This 398 00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:08,520 is a devotional where he takes those. He said that he got a lot of flack is when he very 399 00:35:08,520 --> 00:35:14,160 first started. Yeah. When he first started investigating, people are like, well that's, 400 00:35:14,160 --> 00:35:19,320 you know, the Christians were actually going, Oh, you shouldn't be doing that. I feel bad 401 00:35:19,320 --> 00:35:25,480 for people that are really trying to do some good and get some information. Well, for me, 402 00:35:25,480 --> 00:35:28,880 I mean, I already have this great hope. I already know where I'm going. I know that 403 00:35:28,880 --> 00:35:35,780 I know, I know in my knower, but it really encouraged and inspired me of not to fear, 404 00:35:35,780 --> 00:35:41,360 not to fear the process of getting to the other side, what we would call a transition 405 00:35:41,360 --> 00:35:48,080 or passing over or step or a new chapter of life. Cause we never die. We never, our bodies 406 00:35:48,080 --> 00:35:52,520 expire but our soul, our spirit lives on. So many people think it's just going to get 407 00:35:52,520 --> 00:35:57,840 black and that's it. Oh man. That's just, I can't even imagine thinking that way. Yeah. 408 00:35:57,840 --> 00:36:02,280 I mean, that's called fatalism where you literally use, you don't see that anything could ever 409 00:36:02,280 --> 00:36:07,920 get any better. And so, I mean, how would you live if that's all you knew? First of 410 00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:12,160 all, you would fear death terribly, but as believers and followers of Jesus, we don't 411 00:36:12,160 --> 00:36:18,160 have to be afraid. There's amazing throughout the Bible, over 700 references to heaven, 412 00:36:18,160 --> 00:36:25,040 87 just in the book of Matthew references to heaven and the glory that will be met with 413 00:36:25,040 --> 00:36:28,400 the one of the commonalities, Burke, and I'll finish with this. One of the commonalities 414 00:36:28,400 --> 00:36:34,000 that Burke came away from all these studies, thousand, you know, over a thousand cases 415 00:36:34,000 --> 00:36:38,200 is that they all had this, they said once their, their body expired, they were, they 416 00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:44,960 were clinically dead that they, their senses like, you know, for example, the scripture 417 00:36:44,960 --> 00:36:50,280 says that in heaven, there'll be no sun because there'll be no need for the sun to produce 418 00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:56,680 light because God himself and the lamb, Jesus Christ is the book of revelation is like themselves. 419 00:36:56,680 --> 00:37:02,000 They actually like the kingdom. And he said, you know, the difference is, is that in our, 420 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:07,280 in our, in our current spectrum, the, the colors of the sun and the light that the sun 421 00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:11,480 produces our color spectrum is just limited. It has a certain amount and that's what we 422 00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:16,680 see. But these people that had these near death experiences, they, their color spectrum 423 00:37:16,680 --> 00:37:23,080 was expanded to the spectrum of God. So they saw colors and experienced light they had 424 00:37:23,080 --> 00:37:29,840 never seen or felt before. So you can imagine if you're, if your senses are hyper excited 425 00:37:29,840 --> 00:37:34,560 because you're now in a glorified body, a new, a new state of being. I know all this 426 00:37:34,560 --> 00:37:39,000 sounds really out there, but if you think about it, the Bible addresses these things 427 00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:44,800 and it says in terms of preachers don't preach on heaven much. Yeah. And, and you know, there's 428 00:37:44,800 --> 00:37:49,000 two things the church doesn't talk about enough and that's heaven and hell. And that's another 429 00:37:49,000 --> 00:37:53,320 thing we're going to address too at our church in the next week. I kind of tiptoed into it 430 00:37:53,320 --> 00:37:57,000 a little bit, but we're going to talk about that as well. So here's how I want to land 431 00:37:57,000 --> 00:38:03,360 the plane. First of all, if you have a fear of death or dying, I want to encourage you 432 00:38:03,360 --> 00:38:09,760 to get John Burke's book. It's called Imagine Heaven. There was a devotional version. It's 433 00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:14,400 just a hundred of those cases. It's a more to the point, very good. And then there's 434 00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:19,840 the actual book. So it's John Burke, Imagine Heaven, another documentary and or book, depending 435 00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:24,480 on whether you want to watch a documentary or read a book is by Lee Strobel. And it's 436 00:38:24,480 --> 00:38:32,040 called the case for heaven, the case for heaven. 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